I’m not sure that anything is different but I am
OHHHH!!! I’m so past this girl caring I’m in this limbo
I’m free call me what you want but
Sometimes amidst all the shit pile… around your feet, you can see beau… if your eyes are open When you feel like you can’t breat… another breath, you realize
Even though I know I probably won’t Be able To read That... tomorrow...
I’ve died A thousand Times already
What we forget Is our own control That we control Our own lives I let you
Did I figure it out was the answer always right there? Did I always somehow know
Do you think if people thought about tomorrow would it change today for them I wish I could have better control over my feelings
I do terrible with silence can’t stand it makes me want to scream
No satisfaction never solace in the midnight air walking I’ve lost
Crazy voices seap through the walls telling me what I don’t care to hear nevermind,
Heat, hate flowed over Like a fever I felt it in waves Like that of the ocean The tears dripped
Darkness surrounded me and I felt nothing and that was the reality everything was moving around me and none of it mattered
Today my day to do anything I wanted