I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.
God, thank you For darkness, And fear, And death. Thank you
Listening to you sleep, I’m in grace. Each breath a prayer. Every rustle a litany. You don’t know how loud you are
Never give up on love, Though I’ve died a thousand times Just waiting. And I’ve hoped in the rain. So many times
Why am I crying? I’m not crying at the loss of love… I’m crying because I never experi… True love. I wanted epic.
Let my joy be a promise To my future self Who is so beautiful Even if she isn’t pretty.
Your love Was like driving straight into the… Your attention was like Lying in a puddle of gold. You were sex and fun and cotton ca…
You don’t ask me to speak. You never expect my opinion. I was your second child In a runaway marriage. I suppose I loved you once,
I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,
While I’m alone, He’s with her. While I’m crying, He’s kissing And rolling
I wish I could tell my brother That I loved him, But the words are tight in my thro… And I’m a coward. I wish I didn’t say “thank you”
Love starts like this: We like the same books, We like the same music, We seem like a match made in high… It crumbles like this:
I’m so broken, And the glass stings were my façad… There’s nothing left to do. There’s nothing left to say. There’s no air left for me to brea…
I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,
If I should die before I wake, don’t cry, For that was what I always wanted…
