I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,
I cannot bring myself to cry. I can’t decide if this is a curse Or a blessing.
Why am I crying? I’m not crying at the loss of love… I’m crying because I never experi… True love. I wanted epic.
If only My tears were colors. There would be pink on my pillow And green on my shoes. There would be red on the paper
Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,
Sometimes, I wish I was a tree: Tall, wide, and majestic as can be… One with branches that sway slowly… Watching above, everything I woul… Sometimes, I wish I was an oak.
Oh, such a sweet fool. I once thought love Was reigning savior. So, so foolish. I once believed love
He touched my knee (now I’m in lo… No time for breath ('cause I’m in… He likes my hair (now I’m so lost… No time for speed ('cause I’m in… He gave me truth (now I’m so free…
I can’t cease to think about him. His bitter way only warms my heart… He frightens me and excites me. He always heightens my senses. He makes my heart hurt.
You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.
I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.
You don’t ask me to speak. You never expect my opinion. I was your second child In a runaway marriage. I suppose I loved you once,
Moon up, Pants down. I said no. His body said yes.
I am a plummeting plane. I see the clouds go past, And I close my eyes, sometimes, But I still feel where I’m going. Sometimes, I feel that
Love is the sickness. Love is the cure.
