(2014)
Bags full of diapers Cars waiting in line Smell coming from the load Ashamed it was mine He noticed my insulin pump
Nothing makes people flee Like reading them poetry They value it in theory But please don’t make them read Surprise me with your verse
By nature high-strung But I thought I was strong If not physically, emotionally For things to roll off my back Be mature and take the high road
A fresh faced country girl Who pioneers on her bicycle Catches the eye Of a transplant from Houston Love begins through letters
Pretty and dainty Rich girl feet Meant to be Beside the pool They don’t like to work
I had it all In my head And then I said Words I do not know which ones
Manos fuertes No me sueltan De la cama Yo les digo Me tengo que ir
May sun is warm An old friend You have missed June sun Still smiles
I cannot divide My heart Into four pieces Equally Geometrically
Left on a leash Is no way to live He disappeared I like to imagine He’s running in a field
My body is perfect —ly spotted The white spots I tell myself Are my Bambi spots
To be a true artist Must they be recluses Crazy mad or sick Or even better dead Show me a healthy artist
I am sorry That I cannot be happier I know that I’d be prettier If I smiled If I could smile
Would I rather be A younger me? More productive Stronger Would i have to give up
Clinical smells Polite strangers The only thing worse Than being here Is to not be able