only
addiction, flesh, recovery
Chasing highs
Stopped listening to myself
And the bodies were mounted
Eight years full
Betting on myself,
How wide is this hole?
Excavating now,
bring me shame
Being awake now,
a crash with guilt
Where am I digging?
On my heart
On my soul
‘Till all that is revealed
‘Till my shame brings wisdom
‘Till my vice brings grace
Because everything is everything
And after winter, must come spring
So convinced I might fall, i will
Love myself with a word
I will say
So gently
Tomorrow