30.2023.04
I feel it. Changes at the epigenetic level. It’s like– an internal machine wit… that move in and out of place. Shift, rotate, drop, some spin out…
If I tried to push my life story… I’d say it belonged in a ditch. For my character in every story is that of the Heinous Bitch. Changing the rhyme
Egg shells, on edge, on the ledge So many trains barreling through m… As the clock ticks on Mine, is out of time. Remedies flood my brain
Making my way With paper and waves. So much to say And even more in the way. Controlling my days.
Last night I slept in the Ocean Close to the Ocean’s floor. What woke me from my slumber Was washing up on shore. A Journey to the Sea
Bleed me and hang me out to dry. Asked for this I can’t say why. Hard ways– all ways Never knew easy by its name. Reflection in the mirror
Let me see you Let me feel you Let me know the way you think. If only you knew how these simple… can bring me to the brink.
If I knew who I was, I would hav… Drug myself through the darkness,… But all I found was more devastat… The wind blows and my house falls… Shallow pools– just as easy to dro…
Trust. Who can I trust if I don’t trust… Trust. Begging and pleading yet not much… Trust.
They wanted me to face the monster… When they knew I was ill prepared… Not to be shamed– I stepped right… as I squeezed. Bone crushing with bulged eyes
When all hope is lost You know When all faith has withdrawn You see When all minds disconnect
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I have within me a deep feeling of a pre-trained mi… To which the ravenous drive to see it through is unmeasurable. The fire within has a flame
You really want me to blow up the… Cash my check and I’ll show you h… Scars on my back aren’t as easily… Breaking down these walls – most… Shake waves if you want to make it…
How many believe they will face so… If you don’t believe you will face… this writing may not interest you. Ask yourself these questions Do you believe in reincarnation?
