The break up was a heart ache, And I’ve never felt the same, I used to be so angry, And I have you to blame.. But am I losing?

**Written about two pups my cousin… Our family didn’t want us. They didn’t seem to care. They took me and my brother. Down the road, and left us there.

A little birdie sits Peacefully there, Waiting continuously, For you to come home, Never moving,

It took a few hours, But she finally said I could go, There was a real big party, With a live band show, I was driving down the street,

He loves me I know, Scooping the petals off the ground… Thinking of our last kiss, I lay without a sound. The grass sways,

I’m just one person, Alone in this world, I’m just one person, A small unknown girl, I hide from the world,

I held my hands up, But couldn’t stop it, The demon wanted to be fed, There was nothing I could do, As it grabbed at my clothing,

Trying so hard, Just to fit in, But so many lies, Are hidden within, Imperfection..

It lightens my pathway, I follow, there’s no where else to… Where it would take me I didn’t know.. Surrounded by darkness

I still remember, Lying in that bed, A single window, And flowers by my head. The continuous beep,

Save me lord, I cannot breath, Take this life away from me, I’m hurting. To let them know,

The wind felt so good, Against my silky coat, My mane flickered in the wind, The rope dangled across my throat, I thought that torture would never…

The house was covered, In thick black smoke, It filled my lungs, As I began to choke.. I crawled to the door,

The smooth slicing, The blade so sharp, Piercing the skin, Too close to the heart, Shivers down the spine,