(I don't like you)
(2001)
*nickname given to me by an abusive ex.
“Can I keep you?” I said. “For as long as you want” he repli… It wasn’t til later I realized I… “What if you change your mind?”
Surprisingly I’m not sad. I’ve already mourned you. Pined for you. Wishing you were mine. Goodbye is a formality
I asked and waited... I held my breath. Imagining scenarios and replaying… “Are you IN LOVE with me?” susp… Then, a reply...
New pictures on my wall That you’ll never see. No longer coming around To be with me. Only you can make them colorful.
You have my heart. When you’re ready, You’ll give me yours. Neither one can commit to something more.
I let you go. My love that may never return. You don’t write, Text, Call or
Similar paths worlds apart Of our own respective unhappiness. Our paths drifted closer with flee… Intense times full of showers, kis… Just enjoying each other.
Familiar song in different keys. Every time I hear it, it sounds a… Makes me feel exactly the same. Takes me to a time when life was b… A song that changes with time but…
I miss you. I try to find the words. More elaborate, Romantic, Profound.
You love me with liquid courage. Why? I tell you I love you without any… Rejection is not a worry. I love you.
Different level of thinking. Afraid of knowing. Afraid of being known. Afraid of my eyes and being seen. A joy it would be to walk around i…
Run my fingers through your hair. Hold your face in my hands and Just stare. Stare into your deep blue eyes. Your eyes are the ocean that calms…
Waves crashing Quenching my thirst, Distracting from my outer layer be… Stripped away. Old sand stolen as it recedes.
Do you remember how I’d kiss you? Softly at first Drawing you in Teasing Wanting
I’m in love With the idea of you. Moments I’ve pieced together And called a relationship. I only know part of you.