(I don't like you)
(2001)
*nickname given to me by an abusive ex.
I’m in love With the idea of you. Moments I’ve pieced together And called a relationship. I only know part of you.
Surprisingly I’m not sad. I’ve already mourned you. Pined for you. Wishing you were mine. Goodbye is a formality
Will you miss me when I go? Beg me to stay? What will you do when you need me? How alone will you feel? The love you always wanted
I can go on without you. Days can pass before you cross my… Except when I hear our songs. They take me back To everything I ever felt for you…
I still think of your skin. Of your lips on mine. I still miss your kiss. Your hands on my face. Our fingers entwined when we’d mak…
I let you go. My love that may never return. You don’t write, Text, Call or
New pictures on my wall That you’ll never see. No longer coming around To be with me. Only you can make them colorful.
Waves crashing Quenching my thirst, Distracting from my outer layer be… Stripped away. Old sand stolen as it recedes.
I hate you as much as you hate me. You ruin everything I have. I’m so ready to move out. I don’t want to be around you as m… I’m sorry I woke you up.
Familiar song in different keys. Every time I hear it, it sounds a… Makes me feel exactly the same. Takes me to a time when life was b… A song that changes with time but…
Do you remember how I’d kiss you? Softly at first Drawing you in Teasing Wanting
You love me with liquid courage. Why? I tell you I love you without any… Rejection is not a worry. I love you.
One passionate night. My mind sings “Now or never.” If I asked to rape you, would you… To become a mesh of lustful skin With not so innocent kisses in bet…
I asked and waited... I held my breath. Imagining scenarios and replaying… “Are you IN LOVE with me?” susp… Then, a reply...
If I were to compare our love aff… To a sunset, I’d point out how beautiful and po… Revel in the majesty and feelings… The ending is obvious but as you e…