(2013)
You dance to the angels’ Song of life Completely unaware That God choreographed Your whole existence
I pretend I know everything, Or that I can do anything, But I don’t, And I can’t. Sure I may act
I walk through rivers, valleys, fo… Exploring all my thoughts Dreaming peacefully Things made up and memories Talking to friends and enemies
I want to try The simple cut Not a cry for help But a physical release From the prison
Long thin lines Across skin Placed there Upon day’s end Old ones pink
Scars on legs And scars on arms Incisions on bodies And stitches for sealing Cuts and scrapes
The air conditioner blows On high And the sound Reminds me of small monsters. A clattering starts
Sometimes I feel myself Willing to cry And sad over nothing I can remember That would make me upset
I want to be the one You tell your problems to, Because no one else seems to liste… I want to be the one Who understands you,
I’m like a broken plate That you threw on the ground Because you were upset But no matter what you do You can never fix it
Walking talking depression Who’s too big around the waist Saying you’re messed up But what I’ll never understand Is how you think that you’re
In the morning wake And breathe fresh air To distract my thoughts From a recent nightmare Then go through processes
To tell the truth Most things are easy And I’m the one To destroy simplicity And blow things far
Passing Time I spend my days Falling through the glass That is our fragile world Chasing something
Ten times more They whisper hate And I wish they would stop Because of late I’ve seen these people