(2013)
Sometimes I feel myself Willing to cry And sad over nothing I can remember That would make me upset
I’m like one of those people Who says that music is my soul Except it’s not Because music is meaningful And music drowns out noise
I want to try The simple cut Not a cry for help But a physical release From the prison
Running through a forest Of never ending trees And everlasting green Some people fall And some turn back
Passing Time I spend my days Falling through the glass That is our fragile world Chasing something
I’m like a broken plate That you threw on the ground Because you were upset But no matter what you do You can never fix it
I pretend I know everything, Or that I can do anything, But I don’t, And I can’t. Sure I may act
You dance to the angels’ Song of life Completely unaware That God choreographed Your whole existence
My sudden bursts Of depression Are like a typhoon Flooding a small island Or a hurricane
In the morning wake And breathe fresh air To distract my thoughts From a recent nightmare Then go through processes
In my ear, Ana whispers And tells me just Be thinner, dear But I fear
I walk through rivers, valleys, fo… Exploring all my thoughts Dreaming peacefully Things made up and memories Talking to friends and enemies
I want to be the one You tell your problems to, Because no one else seems to liste… I want to be the one Who understands you,
I put in my headphones To listen to songs And I listen to sad things Which tend to make me cry And I listen to screaming
Eyes are shifting Slowly sifting Through the darkness Of the scrying glass, Hours spent staring