Depressed down and up Look for success yet unsure Alone and afraid
I am what I need Light and dark reflect their truth I live in the fire
You can shackle you It’s so hungry in the dark It’s some cruel penance Unclear agony Who shows up, who walks away
You bring life to me Paper won’t keep or make leave Shelter from the fear Heat beneath winter Troubled dreams leave me alone
See these eyes so blue A troubled soul, heart won’t heal Blues these eyes have felt I’m the X factor Something strong something just so
I apologize Free of your ghost promises Gone away I have
Take a stand alone Hoping the message is clear Nobody but me Its not you its me The familiar taste of hope
Butterfly woman Lemonade & blood stained floors Sour reunion Girl full of honey Wake before the rain of hurt
Behind these blue eyes A kiss from a rose draws blood Goodbye goodbye her Only memory A believer of the day
Only here to serve More to me than you can see Hideaway with me Survivor of life Survived your confused feelings
Memories linger One’s past doesn’t define one Shallow grave awaits
I need only you The long loneliness lingers My love hangover
Your heart is speaking Trust yourself not someone’s wants Listen to yourself
Diaphanous love Feeling real an illusion Real the hurt and pain Penetralia Her younger self still crying