Try not to love Must stay in touch with myself Easier to be dead Left to say nothing Left to wonder if I care

Need and want compete Life is love, full of one’s if Picture me broken

Insidious you Memories like a black hole Night kisses the day

Pain a smokeless cloud Time a faceless familiar More and less of one

Lost within control Each direction leads back here Like you the lonely Good enough for me I know all I’m living for

Diaphanous love Feeling real an illusion Real the hurt and pain Penetralia Her younger self still crying

Child to an adult One’s frozen needs affect all Can’t let the love go Awake or at sleep Ringing in my head brings light

Exit current path Remember amnesia Careless memories

Take a stand alone Hoping the message is clear Nobody but me Its not you its me The familiar taste of hope

My last breath is hers I’m under her influence Aeonian love

In the dark of light Finally free bleeding out Heat between her cold

Awake or at sleep Ringing in my head brings light Love peeled like dead skin

Dark figure within Not suitable to be loved Life finds a way out

Sin’s history inked Her words poison in my veins On the other side

Something that was not Feelings met with fear & doubt Festinate the end