A fading flower Vulnerable conditions A human compost

I’m the first you told The others knew before me Love and misery Love crushed by desire Afraid ready to take flight

Child to an adult One’s frozen needs affect all Can’t let the love go Awake or at sleep Ringing in my head brings light

Over under her My world no longer for her A moment in time

Seeing through the rain Life blurred through the memories Seeing through the tears

You can shackle you It’s so hungry in the dark It’s some cruel penance Unclear agony Who shows up, who walks away

What if, memories War of change, fixed at zero Selfless death then life Dark matter vision Dark empty void into light

Dreams no place for peace Feelings a ghost in the night Together next life

Need and want compete Life is love, full of one’s if Picture me broken

Someone to be yours Someone other than myself Someone to be mine

An eternity Been waiting for her so long Fall down upon me Will you disappear Into the shadows of time

In the dark of light Finally free bleeding out Heat between her cold

I have been waiting Bang bang, all over you now All lit up again Who will you run to I don’t really know me now

Lost within control Each direction leads back here Like you the lonely Good enough for me I know all I’m living for

Left to lose nothing One step closer, fighting Tao A view to a kill