Something that was not Feelings met with fear & doubt Festinate the end
A poster princess Her love a web of deceit Running from her truth
In the dark of light Finally free bleeding out Heat between her cold
What if, memories War of change, fixed at zero Selfless death then life Dark matter vision Dark empty void into light
Insidious you Memories like a black hole Night kisses the day
Memories linger One’s past doesn’t define one Shallow grave awaits
A love fades away Your searching comes back empty This time isn’t mine
I’m the first you told The others knew before me Love and misery Love crushed by desire Afraid ready to take flight
Try not to love Must stay in touch with myself Easier to be dead Left to say nothing Left to wonder if I care
Diaphanous love Feeling real an illusion Real the hurt and pain Penetralia Her younger self still crying
Nine lives aren’t enough Many meetings, many lives Gone, lifted away
I apologize Free of your ghost promises Gone away I have
Quiddity of life Time nor distance alter not Purpose over style
Vilipend savior I always die in your arms Breaking through my skin
Left to lose nothing One step closer, fighting Tao A view to a kill
