I’m the first you told The others knew before me Love and misery Love crushed by desire Afraid ready to take flight
You can shackle you It’s so hungry in the dark It’s some cruel penance Unclear agony Who shows up, who walks away
Blood stained flowers die Life flows from the fallen tears Listen to your heart
Depressed down and up Look for success yet unsure Alone and afraid
Exit current path Remember amnesia Careless memories
Alone yet crowded Paradise don’t let me down Crowded yet alone
Left to lose nothing One step closer, fighting Tao A view to a kill
Only here to serve More to me than you can see Hideaway with me Survivor of life Survived your confused feelings
Awake or at sleep Ringing in my head brings light Love peeled like dead skin
Lost within control Each direction leads back here Like you the lonely Good enough for me I know all I’m living for
Like nobody else Betrayed, broken, bruised, save me Tearing memories Farewell what I’ve done Burned to the core, heart encased
Peripeteia Safe haven turns to fortress Every kiss a lie
Addicted to self Your heart merely an organ Whispers in the dark Nothing left to lose Love & compassion or death
I am what I need Light and dark reflect their truth I live in the fire
As high as one can Equal to the lowest low To flow as water