I need only you The long loneliness lingers My love hangover
Black days to blue nights Alone in a crowded room Find one like myself You betray yourself Your presence felt, I found you
Try not to love Must stay in touch with myself Easier to be dead Left to say nothing Left to wonder if I care
I apologize Free of your ghost promises Gone away I have
See these eyes so blue A troubled soul, heart won’t heal Blues these eyes have felt I’m the X factor Something strong something just so
Pain a smokeless cloud Time a faceless familiar More and less of one
Throw yourself away Wrong reasons not worth the fight Prison or bullet
Someone come find me In fire I’m reunited Here I’ll be waiting From now no escape A thousand shades of one’s love
A master of none A follower where none won Movement two survive
Bleed to disappear The past that holds the triggers Erase the patterns Fear of losing love A life forgotten to live
I have been waiting Bang bang, all over you now All lit up again Who will you run to I don’t really know me now
Living not alive Selfless becomes forgotten Less to move this time
Vilipend savior I always die in your arms Breaking through my skin
Addicted to self Your heart merely an organ Whispers in the dark Nothing left to lose Love & compassion or death
Child to an adult One’s frozen needs affect all Can’t let the love go Awake or at sleep Ringing in my head brings light
