06/06/15
Every where around me i see happiness and joy yet i can’t join in The feeling of being dead inside
anger, pain, and sorrow raging inside yet seems so calm and collected
I don’t have any words left to write so why do I even bother trying I have felt so
i sit up high upon a wall and that’s when people see me They don’t say
stirring emotions voices in my head i’m so confused this isn’t normal this isn’t right
when i came here i was hoping people would stay out of my life now they’re screwing
my tears fall but i no longer feel them the pain i felt is nothing more than hollowness now i’ve finally given up
As I sit here and cry nobody notices the tears For I hide
eyes wide open it’s the middle of the night eyes wide open and i’ve given
I’ve got attitude DAMN right I’ve got attitude! Living in this House with
“please sir” those are the only words I can say i don’t know
You say you do not fear Me then You do not fear death itself for My soul
Don’t hide me from the rain Don’t hide me from the pain i still hear
He sits on a hill of bodies and wonders why has this become his hated fate To take the life
Plip, plop the blood drops Tick, tock goes the clock Ding, dong