10/15/15
I’m sitting on a hill staring at a city that I never loved A life I could
Merry Meet the witches greet by light of the midnight moon To cast their
I am my own angle and my own demon I am my best dream and my worst nightmare I can bring sun shine
maybe it’s all in my head that the world is really this crue… perhaps they are right that I need to let go but i can’t make myself do it
i have learned over the years that love is no good It crushes your
eyes wide open it’s the middle of the night eyes wide open and i’ve given
I’ve probably had about ten shots now trying to drown out her memory We left under harsh words, tears, and shouts
people see an outward aperance and think i’m inacent and pure but not once do they look to see the darkness hidden uderneath just because i can make myself
The time passes by with the anquish of tears The pain and sarrow are
It started when i was seven Its been about Eleven years now This strange fasination
I can put on any outfit, any mask and fool the wisest of men
If you could be any person you wanted to be who would that person be?
Did you know I’ve cut myself Watched myself Bleed Did you know
I don’t have any words left to write so why do I even bother trying I have felt so
He sits on a hill of bodies and wonders why has this become his hated fate To take the life