Ink Blotter

Angry Rant

You don’t deserve this attention
You’re not worth the time of day!
My heart may be crushed
Evident from my bleeding tears
My sadness flooding my resolve
To remain strong
Despite the pain
But I refuse to be considered weak
My anger coming to my aid
Sparking the fire raging within
Fueled by the shattered pieces
Of my heart laying on the floor
While I take the first steps
To walk away and give you up
You never did deserve me!
 
My determination reset
Providing a new clarity
No longer willing to lie
My eyes pried wide
And I refuse hide
To cower in shame
When you are
The only one to blame
 
So I won’t rest
This new mission
My driving force
Needing you get a taste
To feel the pain
You put me through
 
I demand a front row seat
Finding tranquility
In your humiliation
Taking satisfaction
In your astonishment
As make my move
Striking fast and hard
Maybe then I can forget
The damage that you’ve done
The endless rain of tears
The constant parade of pain
The long torturous nights
 
No, not even then!
I refuse to be that girl
A cracked vase
Put on display
While others gawk
Sympathy gleaming
In their glossy eyes
As they point out
Your every flaw
Filling you with shame
For the falls you’ve taken
 
I won’t let you have that too
And I’m no fragile doll on sale
 
You can’t hurt me
Not anymore
Because I’m not broken
I’m just a little damaged
Rough around the edges
But still just as beautiful
Someone worth so much more
Than you could ever give
I see that now
Where I once could never
 
So you can’t hurt me
Not anymore
I’m stronger
I’m wiser
No longer prone
To your plight
No longer rendered speechless
By all things you
Your sparkling eyes lit on fire
Your big bright inviting smile
Your witty sarcastic jokes
That made me choke
Your worldly intelligence
Your warm gentle caresses
That stole my breathe
Because none of these embellishments
Matter now where I stand
Waiting for my chance to prance
The memories nothing more
Than ammo for my gun
As I dream of taking you down
Of the day when I will
Extract my revenge
Because I won’t settle for less!

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