(Manic musings)
No intentions No emotions No opinions Just alive The carefully crafted oak frame be…
I found my haven amidst my hell. Blinded by the thick fog; seeping… Deafened by the howls of hell’s ho… Suffocated by my surroundings; I… The time for meekly meandering aro…
Looking out my bedroom window, I see the rain on a sunny day. And though the sunlight blinds me… This darkness suffocates me and it… From dusk comes dawn yet sleep eva…
One day Maybe Smile Insanely Cry
Oh my dear suicide Why are you on my mind Again I really need some new friends My dear suicide
My mind is a prison so torturous, The inmates, my thoughts, preposte… Complying to their pleads would be… But ignoring their screams could b…
I will rip you apart with my bare… Fuck your commands You have no authority over this la… You have no power over that man You’re nothing more than a well de…
I tend to be tense, So I put up a fence, So no one can see My true identity. I decorate it with pictures,
Your words left scars, your action… Both inflicted pure pain, which i’… A knife in my back, follows right… A continuous pain, that tears me a… Whether you’re unaware that this p…
In the fortress of my mind I died Forever lost in time Wandering through the memories Of you and me
Days begin to blend as this sicken… I cannot break, so I just bend as… So still I fight to make amends, Stand tall again, but all the whil… Can’t comprehend,
I wish I could spend forever with… I wish you could be with me in eve… I know you’d be there for me when… You know what to say when noone el… When I want to be alone, I want t…
You’ve got me locked down, Nowhere to go now, I’m playing your game, With you lays the power; But I won’t play by your rules.
No matter how many smiles, reassur… It never ceases to creep open agai… The skeletons peer out, tauntingly… Watching– predators, Waiting for my entire infrastructu…
The actor laughs The actor cries The actor plays to it’s disguise The actor kids The actor jokes
