(Manic musings)
I was gifted with this curse from… My rightful path upon this earth, Guardian angel haunting me until… Poverty is more, you see, than val… For just one moment, please,
Adrenaline Infiltrates my veins Ignites my brain Dulls the pain No barriers remain
I tend to be tense, So I put up a fence, So no one can see My true identity. I decorate it with pictures,
The sun is beating down on me, Why am I so cold? In years I’m only fifteen, Why do I feel so old?
Right and wrong, A tick, a cross, Two simple words, Yet to me they are lost. They blend and merge,
Darker days If only they were just a haze As I say Like my brain But I guess it says
My mind is a prison so torturous, The inmates, my thoughts, preposte… Complying to their pleads would be… But ignoring their screams could b…
My attention is torn My patience worn Two magnets so strong Scared to put a foot wrong See my vision wasn’t long
In the fortress of my mind I died Forever lost in time Wandering through the memories Of you and me
I will rip you apart with my bare… Fuck your commands You have no authority over this la… You have no power over that man You’re nothing more than a well de…
Desperation For clarification A slight indication For differentiation Between real occasions
I’m a hostage to hostility; A vul… My stomach hangs heavy as hatred i… My palms become sweaty whilst I t… Of piercing pain Surging through my veins
My ambitions are homeless, My determinations lost, My investments eagerly waiting for… To date, I meander, Observing life’s diverse paths,
Breathing, erratic Flashbacks Flashbacks Grab hold of something Pillow, hair
Your words left scars, your action… Both inflicted pure pain, which i’… A knife in my back, follows right… A continuous pain, that tears me a… Whether you’re unaware that this p…
