(Manic musings)
I found my haven amidst my hell. Blinded by the thick fog; seeping… Deafened by the howls of hell’s ho… Suffocated by my surroundings; I… The time for meekly meandering aro…
I’m a hostage to hostility; A vul… My stomach hangs heavy as hatred i… My palms become sweaty whilst I t… Of piercing pain Surging through my veins
Right and wrong, A tick, a cross, Two simple words, Yet to me they are lost. They blend and merge,
I tend to be tense, So I put up a fence, So no one can see My true identity. I decorate it with pictures,
Days begin to blend as this sicken… I cannot break, so I just bend as… So still I fight to make amends, Stand tall again, but all the whil… Can’t comprehend,
Just wait And I will fade away Into the fog Of all things Forgotten
Breathing, erratic Flashbacks Flashbacks Grab hold of something Pillow, hair
One day Maybe Smile Insanely Cry
Descending Round and round and never ending I’m falling Tornado Of my making
Adrenaline Infiltrates my veins Ignites my brain Dulls the pain No barriers remain
It’ll get easier, They say, And I agree, In a way, Because there’s a point,
No matter how many smiles, reassur… It never ceases to creep open agai… The skeletons peer out, tauntingly… Watching– predators, Waiting for my entire infrastructu…
I was gifted with this curse from… My rightful path upon this earth, Guardian angel haunting me until… Poverty is more, you see, than val… For just one moment, please,
My ambitions are homeless, My determinations lost, My investments eagerly waiting for… To date, I meander, Observing life’s diverse paths,
Your words left scars, your action… Both inflicted pure pain, which i’… A knife in my back, follows right… A continuous pain, that tears me a… Whether you’re unaware that this p…
