(Manic musings)
i wanna be weightless faceless uncatagorically shapeless
I’m a mess Define emotional distress Oh yes; behind that cracked mirror You’ll see how fine I’m dressed Black eye
In the fortress of my mind I died Forever lost in time Wandering through the memories Of you and me
Oh my dear suicide Why are you on my mind Again I really need some new friends My dear suicide
My attention is torn My patience worn Two magnets so strong Scared to put a foot wrong See my vision wasn’t long
I will rip you apart with my bare… Fuck your commands You have no authority over this la… You have no power over that man You’re nothing more than a well de…
The sun is beating down on me, Why am I so cold? In years I’m only fifteen, Why do I feel so old?
I wish I could spend forever with… I wish you could be with me in eve… I know you’d be there for me when… You know what to say when noone el… When I want to be alone, I want t…
Your words left scars, your action… Both inflicted pure pain, which i’… A knife in my back, follows right… A continuous pain, that tears me a… Whether you’re unaware that this p…
Right and wrong, A tick, a cross, Two simple words, Yet to me they are lost. They blend and merge,
You’ve got me locked down, Nowhere to go now, I’m playing your game, With you lays the power; But I won’t play by your rules.
Days begin to blend as this sicken… I cannot break, so I just bend as… So still I fight to make amends, Stand tall again, but all the whil… Can’t comprehend,
I’m a hostage to hostility; A vul… My stomach hangs heavy as hatred i… My palms become sweaty whilst I t… Of piercing pain Surging through my veins
I tend to be tense, So I put up a fence, So no one can see My true identity. I decorate it with pictures,
In the light, I catch a glimpse o… Their torturous tracks forever emb… Though all that meets the eye is t… The scars run deeper. Their torturous tracks forever emb…