(Manic musings)
In the fortress of my mind I died Forever lost in time Wandering through the memories Of you and me
Just wait And I will fade away Into the fog Of all things Forgotten
Breathing, erratic Flashbacks Flashbacks Grab hold of something Pillow, hair
No matter how many smiles, reassur… It never ceases to creep open agai… The skeletons peer out, tauntingly… Watching– predators, Waiting for my entire infrastructu…
No intentions No emotions No opinions Just alive The carefully crafted oak frame be…
Desperation For clarification A slight indication For differentiation Between real occasions
Your words left scars, your action… Both inflicted pure pain, which i’… A knife in my back, follows right… A continuous pain, that tears me a… Whether you’re unaware that this p…
Oh my dear suicide Why are you on my mind Again I really need some new friends My dear suicide
Right and wrong, A tick, a cross, Two simple words, Yet to me they are lost. They blend and merge,
I found my haven amidst my hell. Blinded by the thick fog; seeping… Deafened by the howls of hell’s ho… Suffocated by my surroundings; I… The time for meekly meandering aro…
It’ll get easier, They say, And I agree, In a way, Because there’s a point,
You’re on my mind a lot. I’m not sleeping well. I dreamed about you last night. It was a very vivid dream. You were very much alive.
The sun is beating down on me, Why am I so cold? In years I’m only fifteen, Why do I feel so old?
I will rip you apart with my bare… Fuck your commands You have no authority over this la… You have no power over that man You’re nothing more than a well de…
My attention is torn My patience worn Two magnets so strong Scared to put a foot wrong See my vision wasn’t long
