center Two years ago, I lost my brother, my friend. Although he wasn’t perfect,

I saw him, standing alone in the rain, crying for someone to love him. Hungry, lost,

Love life, but love death also. It isn’t the end, only a beginning that we don’t und…

Lord, Things are unbearable. I have been shouting. I have been crying. Hoping you would listen.

You have two choices in life; feed the fire, or, let it die. Be it passion,

In my eyes I see us, standing side by side, nothing can come between us, no matter how hard people try. In some eyes they see him,

Life is cruel, when it takes your loved ones. Life is cruel, when you can’t say goodbye. Life is cruel,

This storm can’t take away my sorr… This rain can’t wash away my fears… I am scared of all tomorrows, I’m scared to wipe away my tears. I only need someone to listen,

Words fail.

I close my eyes to surrender to th… but instead get bombarded by image… Your smile flashes at me from the… Your laughter bubbles out, and it’s like I’ve gone back in ti…

Peace comes: When laying under the stars. When wrapped up in his arms. When listening to bird song. When speaking to God above.

I see your face. Lifeless and pale, resting on a pillow of white silk. I try to pretend you’re sleeping, but the tears in my eyes betray me…

Flowers bloom. Seasons change. Petals fall. Nothing’s the same. It’s been a while

center the tear stained faces staring up at dark ceilings contemplating life

center Love is a simple thing, but we complicate it. We muddy it up with doubt and fear… Doubt in ourselves.