With these angels and demons inside of me battling over me every day when I wake up and they never end they never stop my feet aren’t stable anymore making me unable to carry on making me lose sight of the light I carry on I feel this solid ground beneath me shaking and breaking wanting to give in every time my knees bend. I will not can not I will always stand I won’t lose this light I’ve been searching for time to wake up and look around me time to jump in this fight and decide what’s right time to grow my wings and take flight from this faulty ground that wants to swallow me whole. I can’t be chained down by these demons that give me false hope making me insane taking me back to my old place that I know. I’m breaking this hold they have I’m getting my running start here I come getting ready to side step any and all that get in my way my wings will grow and I will fly from this shaking ground. This place it won’t hold on anymore.