negative thoughts overtaking my mind like a wildfire in the forest. I don’t want to talk about it to others, they will just judge me some more instead of help me put out the flames that keep consuming my brain. I just feel so much pain. But my life is okay. I shouldn’t feel this way, but I do… There is a side of me that I don’t want to set free, buts its growing and growing inside of me. Its screaming, its wants to be seen but its a monster. I can’t show others. I have to hide it. I put on this face. This mask with a pretty smile, I laugh to keep the questions away. They can’t know that just can’t know they will judge me and say its nothing. But it is something its hurting me can’t you see! Don’t leave me alone to face this monster it might kill me! Its mad that i keep locking it away it wants to destroy me someone please protect me I want to feel safe to be around just me myself and I but instead I cry no one can know this.