Where is this place?
Why is this so dark?
So dark that it is too painful to bear...
My two round ellipses are useless–
I squinted– nothing here or there.
Dark– Darker than hell.
Tortured–
a million more.
Pitch black–
Blacker than the night -
Blacker than the evil heart–
Blacker than love–
Pitch black–
I can not see–
Please help.
My throbbing head–
My suffering and empty thoughts.
I can not see what i’m thinking–
I can not hear the screaming orders from my conscience.
Fogs, Fogs, Fogs… EVERYWHERE!
All I can see... are the heavy grey shades -
I’m pushing,
pushing hard,
pushing myself out -
out of this prison–
prison of the empty–
and the cloudy–
blind thoughts.
Legs are chained–
Please unlock me from this prison -
The prison of indistinct black air.
I can’t tell,
whether death came -
or the speck of Springy light remained.
Please save me.
Save me from this confusion.
Save me from this indirection.