Just take my heart, take my soul, take everything that means the most to me and throw it in the garbage, burn it, do whatever you want with it. Just don’t keep it, don’t cherish, don’t treat it like you would an important thing.....
(2013)
Bright flashes rush through my min… Whats wrong with me? Am I loosing… I feel a weakness in my heart, it slowly comes to a stop. Dying was just a dream of yesterda…
WAKE UP!!!! why are you not waking up? I cannot feel your heart beating, or your warm breath rushing out of your mouth. WAKE UP!!! Where did you go? I’m scared now, I’m scared cause you...
You brought me down to my knees, you made me cry, you hurt me. How can I forgive you? I can’t, but yet I do every time. You have me wrapped around your finger. You know that I will alwa...
It’s just another scar nothing to worry about, but when that scar fades your wrist becomes lonley. You feel like you must add another, you feel like falling apart inside. You pick up th...
It’s just a object, its nothing but a cold heartless piece of metal. You never thought it could hurt you, you never thought it could take away your life, you never thought you could bec...
I saw her take her own life, I sat there and watched her suffer, yet I did nothing. I seen her cry in the bathroom multiple times. I was there when she wrote the suicide letter. Last I ...
Darling you're lost, you’ll never be found. Sit by yourself and look at the clouds. Do you wish you were dead? Do you wish you were gone? You're all alone in this cold dark world. You t...
Grasping your hand, trying to find air. Your whispering in my ear “don’t be scared” . But at this point I’m terrified. I’m in the deep end and your coming with me, hand in hand. You sta...
I’m dead, my heart went from beating to digging it’s own grave. My skin has gone pale, and my lips are cold. As I lay in this coffin I can hear the cries of my family and the whimpers ...
Lying in a bed of roses dreaming of the stars and moon, looking at your picture makes me feel better, I hug myself tight and close me eyes imagining that you are there with me, but when...
Falling, falling and I can’t catch myself. I try to grab something but all I see is black. I’m spinning down and going faster and faster. I hit a wall, I can feel the warm blood slither...
Hungry eyes stare at me from across the room making me become hypnotized. So I walk in a straight line toward my destination, destroying everything in my path. They reel me in till I’m ...
I blow bubbles when depression rus… till then I will continue to blow…
Wanting to take a step back but ke… speaking up. Trying not to cry, bu… Cutting, but wanting to cut deeper…
falling apart slowly, everytime I try to put myself back toghether I loose another peice of me. I don’t know why I even try, nobody knows, nobody cares enough to know. I’m sad, scared, ...