Too long trapped Hopeless and caged Owned and enraged I saw a way out Extinguished my apathy
How was it possible? Why on earth Did it never happen Before? How did you change
Too many times you told me Too many times “if I had known” Too many times “ I wouldn’t do it… Too many times “ I fell too far s… Too many times I never measured u…
Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day
You’re still My favorite person A thing Impervious to change Your memory
Staring down Into my own Oblivion Self destruction Impossible to escape
Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires
Life is right judgement Wisdom divides great from small Wrongness has no life
Whether moth to flame Or drawn in like fly to shit You captivate me
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
Youth is wasted Proving you are a man Seniority is wasted Lementing lost youth
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you
I know That you still feel The same as I do I know That it can only
Who am I now? I’m not the man I was before You’ve changed something Done something big You’ve opened up a door
It has never changed My heart’s inclination. I am still drawn to you. Having known you I cannot see you