Venus
Venus, please hear me
And the prayers that I plead
Please see the depths to which I would go to warship you
I wish to be in your closest regards
Just help me, I beg you
There is nothing I won’t do
No one I won’t scorn
Can’t you see I have tried?
Tried so desperately and failed so miserably to be like you
To look like you
To love like you
To be loved like you.
I have tried every remedy for my shriveled heart
I wish my unwashed skin could be rid of this everlasting dirt
I can’t escape something inside of me
No route can be ran fast enough
It seems I have been brainwashed by the poems I write myself
They make pain sound so peaceful
So gorgeous
“The agony dances on her skin”
“Her bloodied knees shimmer in the light of your stare”
My pain is not pretty, nor does it make me pretty
What doesn’t kill me makes me grotesque
What doesn’t kill me scorns my skin and leaves permanent scars
Venus, please hear me.
Please help me
I take miracle move on drugs but the high only lasts so long
Help me find forever, Dear Venus.
