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Feeling lost & dazed right now in my life. I feel like everything's losing its joy in my life. A lot of what I used to love has become dull/purposeless.
Twenty five Afraid to live Afraid to tempt fate To want what others have– How sinful of me
My love haunted My hope hunted All I ever wanted Was to be wanted Waiting for your call
Swimming in a sea of wonder Waking to the crash of thunder Running till the fear ceases And light creases Bending but never breaking
Dreaming in black & white Bracing for a fight Chasing shadows through the night Trying to avoid all light For fear of being hated
You made dinner for you & I Asked if I’d like to spend the ni… You invited me into your bed You took your time Fighting your desires
Free falling in traverse Sight seeing the universe From the backseat of a hearse Trying to outrun Cain’s curse A flash of light
Fighting in shades of gray Mouthing words I cannot say Before the battle ends Night descends Falling upon hearts betrayed
You said you loved me But you love me in vain I can’t forget the things said I can’t forget what was done I’m permanently scarred
Upset I can’t control The outset Jealous Carefully meandering
Trying to figure out This thing called love Fighting you for no reason Thinking you’ve committed treason Fearing what my imagination shows…
Crying over you In my dreams Chasing you Through countless streams Traveling from state to state
You write me Like lyrics to a song My head spins round My heart feels numb With my finger on repeat
Falling away By the sea My heart is clay Wondering what will be? Meandering alone
Feeling like a hurricane Burning like kerosene Glistening with a golden sheen I forget everything I’ve seen Hiding behind masks of confusion
Staring into your auburn eyes Wishing I could bathe in your lov… Dreaming of you when I’m awake My head spins whenever we kiss My Body quakes