White
The life of a wiser man, that most wont understand
He thought he would make it by just following his plan
Never wanted to leave her, and he didnt mean to either
Body became so weak, so he started smoking reefer
But that was just to ease the pain because he was so ashamed
Knew that if he didnt do it things would never be the same
Now he so high up that he can reach the heavens
He doesnt need a church or a fucking reverend
So he still living a life with one of the biggest secrets
Didn’t want to hurt anybody so to his grave he would keep it
No one ever knew, not even his son
But on his 16th birthday his father was gone
At the age of 42, there really wasnt much that he could do
At first look it wasnt a suicide is all that the doctors could prove
Then at first thought there really wasnt much to say
When they found out the man they loved, had died from AIDS
(2014)
