The rain stopped And the dew drops Are glistening Like stars, beckoning the truth Against my wet window

Put your best foot forward! But, I am cursed with two left fe… Running in circles. Ironically, no ends meet. Reckless behaviour,

I always feel pressure It starts in my head Pushes it’s way out Through my chest This beating heart

I swear to god I see your face There’s no one else you could repl… I imagine soft whispers, sweet emb… It takes me to a better place I’m hoping I didn’t choose wrong

I don’t exist Only at times when I speak I sit and observe Merely an object that consumes I have a room

I was silenced by your silence, an internal violence... An unsuspected science. What’s the opposite of chemistry? What do you make of me?

Watching him face his own mortalit… I then look at my life and I thin… Where you are is far away But in this life I’m here to stay I dream of yonder

I stayed in that dingy apartment f… inch by inch it became more and mo… Little decorations, and plants fil… It was spacious, and old– and it f… For a while I resented the place,

Anxiety feels like sharp pains clo… Breath becomes heavy, seething thr… I can feel my lungs, I can feel m… Everything is echoed, every note, A strong intense desire to rewrite

My spot is an empty patch of dirt… a hidden gem right by the creek, Close to the subway. Nobody can see me, but the people kayaking near by.

It speaks my words And breaths my name It makes me wanna go insane It laughs at my pitty Screams out the truth

I’m in my phase where I’m above i… Laugh it off because, nothing’s wrong... It’ll hit me soon. The realization,

I felt my life flash before my sou… It was a horrifying yet incredible… The sun beating down Glimpses of a second Seconds in a moment