(2010)
As I sit in this empty desk empty from what you see I close my eyes and wish the best that you were wishing for me as I sit here and you sit there
I’m not one to say I’m sorry When everything was all your fault I never made you worry That I’d ever break your heart And I’d be lying if I say
Im sick of your lies all the fake smiles Ill forever figure out the truth beneath your skin you cheated me and my friends
my eyes are blank like tarnished diamonds my heart is still like tarnished death your voice is dull
The rains falls down on a world dull and damp any joy does now drown by the dim of my lamp the streets glisten with moisture
Concentration those eyes, I’d like to see just for one moment how you look at me then maybe you’d know
It was nineteen ninety six when her father left home her mother thought she could fix t… such pains she’d never know A four year old, new father found
So tired of worrying wondering, wishing that everyone would pull their hea… It feels as though Im running, fighting
I thought my nights were lonely when my world was cold and dark with no one to love and cherish I would lie here on my own my heart would beat so steady
Its a windy night admist the month of November and the last taste of love I cant seem to remember I miss you when it’s cold
I wish I could take your sleeples… and trade them in for a lullaby and all the stupid, pointless figh… every insult slung, every tear you… you know you’re lucky
I never thought things could possibly get any worse until I met reality
I could whisper all my secrets Write them down in the darkest ink I could tell you all the stories that had my heart shrink I could listen to you breathing
Every year I get older the weather grows colder and the rose starts to fade and everything is grey As I look to a new day
Take a step back, relax look at the world as you see it its just like a game of jax and you dont wanna believe it been living all iced up