I’ve died A thousand Times already

Even though I know I probably won’t Be able To read That... tomorrow...

What’s Real Are You Real

And the river gates flooded open like a damn that had finally been let down I was down open, could I be touched

Thinking of you is always part of my day Wishing you were here there is so much I want to say

I don’t need for much sometimes more isn’t

Heat, hate flowed over Like a fever I felt it in waves Like that of the ocean The tears dripped

It was child innocence filtering through the eyes were like faucets of the past the words were like

I am finally free Of my cage Open to the world Ready to set sail No excuses

I felt the hands of heaven Reached down and Put you into my arms I felt like that is where You are supposed to stay

I am a chamelon lived experienced so much

The darkness creeps inside me like tiny ripples in the sea slowly