Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,

A seagull carried me away one day And took me to a secret island hid… I laughed at the waves and splashe… I even wrote notes to go with a so… The seagull was leaving and waved…

So stealthily I lead: Touching green, Seeing rocks below me. I’m gulping pride Because I know life is

Am I incurable? It seems so. I’m an incorrigible invalid Of the heart.

Moon up, Pants down. I said no. His body said yes.

I had no right To fall in love with you. All those times I promised you That I’d never fall in love again Were lies because I fell in love…

There is no real romance like fore… There is no time or room to breath… But just the beating of their hear… Traps you. Like a rabbit hopelessly ensnared,

Winter is getting worse. Is there no justice In my punishment Brought about by my peers? I yearn to burrow in warm dirt

The tissues know something. Even the mirror knows. My music knows it And especially my pillow. My books can see it

That’s why she died– Because she never let anyone hold… She didn’t trust herself. She didn’t let anyone love her Or touch her

Listening to you sleep, I’m in grace. Each breath a prayer. Every rustle a litany. You don’t know how loud you are

Walking by at night, I saw the falling snow Tumble down like sleep. God, how could you be So cruel as to give

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.