Am I incurable? It seems so. I’m an incorrigible invalid Of the heart.

I cannot bring myself to cry. I can’t decide if this is a curse Or a blessing.

I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,

If you’re happy, then I’m happy. I’ll be ok if you’re ok. I can’t die without you living. I won’t move on without you search… At night, do you think about me?

I feel like I want to hurt, To show myself how beautiful this… The illusion makes me strong. I feel like I can’t get hurt, But I still hope for the pain of…

Dancing inside makes me sing. Music turns winter into spring. Dancing inside lights up my world. Lyrics give me wings like birds. Dancing inside all the time.

I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,

You are the best thing Because things like that do not co… You are my moon and sun Because you make my days real. You are my best friend,

I lost my innocence On a king-sized sheet With four posters And the two of us. Just the two of us

Mark, I miss you, And I love you. Each day is lost Without you.

I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.

There is no real romance like fore… There is no time or room to breath… But just the beating of their hear… Traps you. Like a rabbit hopelessly ensnared,

You’re horrible, And I hate you. But this is me. I’m the only person That I can’t escape.

Splattered you All over my body And flecks of skin Inside every crevice. I can’t get rid of you