I had it all In my head And then I said Words I do not know which ones

Strong hands Hold me down To the bed I say to them I have to go

I look away Afraid to see Flicker of nerves In their eye A clench

Antes lograba tanto Metía horas Sacando lo máximo De cada minuto No he cambiado

I would never choose To eat a granola bar Or peanut butter crackers Though I eat them All of the time

Inspirational quotes Are full of crap Whatever meaning Is lost In the sea

Life is good A little luxury A cup of coffee Served with toast Consumed lazily

My objective is selfish Not to share or be heard To get it out and move on No one seems to hear my pain No one seems to feel my pain

When the emotion comes up It feels like heartburn Like acid Clenching my throat My ears go watery

My body is perfect —ly spotted The white spots I tell myself Are my Bambi spots