I had it all In my head And then I said Words I do not know which ones
I need to tell you How to survive With our disposition It’s okay to cry Maybe
The pressure inside Is building It comes out through my eyes I stop up the tears It comes out through my nose
Bags full of diapers Cars waiting in line Smell coming from the load Ashamed it was mine He noticed my insulin pump
I look away Afraid to see Flicker of nerves In their eye A clench
The E’s squeak by The I’s are too excited The U’s come after Q But the A’s and the O’s They flow
How do I Catch your interest? Once again I know You are bored with me
If I could make you smile Just once Sincerity From an appreciative heart It would make all of it worthwhile
Mis manchas de Bambi Manchas blancas Cubren mi cuerpo La gente se queda mirando Pero no les da asco
Your pain is far away I hear it But I do not feel it Move closer Let me know you’re here to stay
I told everyone About you The ugly beast Inside of me You can’t hide
Manos fuertes No me sueltan De la cama Yo les digo Me tengo que ir
Would I rather be A younger me? More productive Stronger Would i have to give up
Itus and Itis Crashed my party I didn’t invite them! I whisper to my sister They make my skin crawl
Clinical smells Polite strangers The only thing worse Than being here Is to not be able