Wisdom of Pain
Pain rotted my soul
Changed the person I was
But that’s okay because I learned from it
I hut some feelings
Broke a few hearts
Crushed a few souls in the name of “fun”
When it should’ve been hurt and pain
I made some bad decisions
Tryna find out who I am
I made some dumb decisions
Because I could
I mean hey we all do it don’t we?
I tried to be heartless
Because not having feelings was easier
I swore I was savage and a thug
Knowing I was frontin
But honestly I don’t think I was frontin
I think I was confused
I just didn’t know who I was
It was all a learning experience
I learned I like the person I AM more
Than the person I was trying to become
Once I let go of the pain in my heart
I began to meet the real me
I like her.
Yeah, she’s quiet and shy sometimes
Still work to be done
But she is caring and loving
A little sassy and smart mouth
But I mean that’s cool too
She’s a happy person despite
All the bullshit she’s been through in her life
She loves to laugh and smile
And make others laugh and smile
She’s no a ride or die
But she’s loyal
She’s not a bad bitch
But she’s a beautiful young woman
She is Nay
(2014)
Wrote this a while ago, never figured out a title. What do you guys think?
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