Jvztn

Why Am I?

This poem is a elaborate emotion I felt when I was a teenager. I looked into a mirror and I asked myself, " Why do I exist?" "What is my purpose?" "What created this existence." . I also remember  feeling a overwhelming  depression. Because I could not produce an answer, my human brain could not process why I was created. I stop living at the moment. I soon realized I need not worry about things I could never explain but make the best out it.

Breakdown:

As I began my transformation out childhood into my adolescence; = I just turned 12
Blissfulness became diminished;  =  I started to question the world around me and I realized
                                                                       nothing is what it seems.
Mentally progressing;                      = I become more mature
My eyes expanded;                             =I started to understand things around me
Yet, I remain stagnant uncomprehending; = Still to young to understand
Why do I exist? = Questioned my existence                                                          
So I stand here motionless;
Letting photons bounce off my human experience unto this glass surface;
They began to dance gracefully;
Reflecting an image;
A masterpiece known as my present;
Why am I? = I stood in the mirror for hours questioning why
Like an infant trying to fathom quantum physics; = Trying to understand but I knew I couldn't
Before the brain develops the capacity to articulate profound questions to process  complex thoughts;
Trying to obtain answers;
Fearing the unknown I became lost; = Scared of not knowing why I exist
But among the dark I found light; = I slipped into a deep depression
A realization that I'm only a vibration in time;
Collaborating with life melodies;
Harmony in a grand orchestration;
Conducted by the Great Composer; = Realized I need to live life to the fullest
My epiphany gave me the ability to maintain sanity and learn that I am energy;
I will never die;
Only transitioning between dimensions;
So I live in the now and never question "Why?". = Just live a good life and have fun.

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