Joshua Jackson

to.the best thing that I lost

all the times I’ve been dumped
I have dated about four girls that I liked I thought I loved one of them I liked the other ones alot though but its crazy because I still remember my first crush her name was Laura but she didn’t like me back. I remember because I always have a crush on that girl buy I learn that just because im not some muscle toned guy with long flowing hair and a family that lets him do. Whatever he wants. im sorry that I don’t like the girls who like me. that reason being said is that I respect girls and there bodys I Dont like when girls dress half naked but rather modest to themselves. did you notice how I only mentioned three girls because that fourth girl was the one I loved and I thought she loved me back but as we got closer she started having doubts doubts that I didn’t know she had and I thought that we were one happy ass couple then one day she  texted me in July july 14 to be exact she shot me in the hart and thought that I wasn’t mad I was furiously outraged by the knowledge of knowing I didn’t have any body to talk to till 3 am in the morning I have no one to call baby or love it frustrates me that she texts me a couple day before saying that she would be the dumbest girl to dump me as I read that text over and over I realize that the best thing that I loved lost I lost in this game to this day im still hurting from all the pain im sorry for what I did renae whatever that might be love so just know that i won’t be able to get over you as easy as your getting over me
much love jay

this poem was for the girl of my dreams




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