Fumbling in the dark Searching for my clothes Looking for a girl With my third eye closed
I think I’ve found the reason why I threw my gut instincts aside You had a crazy, fucked up song You made me sing I knew was wrong But now, thank God, I’ve seen the…
It’s really hard to get inside My inner circle, past my spies But if you think it’s worth a try You just might find a paradise
Because you exist Is the best reason For you to persist
My gaze is like a laser beam That scorches souls and torches dr… It melts you down if you would dee… To stay too long within my scene
My parents threw me to the pits When I was just a little kid That’s why I only know the cold And loving touch is stranglehold
Little girls and gay men Love them some Jonathan Can’t reciprocate Wish them a life great
Go ahead Do your thing I’m waiting With open wings
There’s one thing You should know about us We’re gonna be Uncomfortably close Here is you
Powdered salt snowflakes Dusted on stubborn dead leaves Life’s perfect white noise
I stretch your being You respond with shocked intrigue Sparks dance in-between
Really want to ask you out ‘Cause I feel a special bout Of the things we dream about Discipline and love devout
You’re nineteen You can choose who to be Nineteen Maybe fancy and free Nineteen
Always lived a life that’s been Filled with devils, marked by sin Never thought my darker side Be the thing that brings you light
You have physicality And I have my mentality You’ve already lost the fight So give it up and say “Good night…