Seems like I’ve tried so many tim… To kill myself but just won’t die Chosen the worst paths and the cri… And always out the other side

Martins are a special breed Set apart from rest, indeed Took me in when was in need Of a home and love extreme

You say this I say that We are caught in a rat trap Take a breath Step it back

The Earth is my Mother The Heavens my Dad I love my Father But I’m a Momma’s boy at heart

I give you an inch You try for a mile I’m glad I spoke up And still made you smile

Let me make Home for you That rivals Kathmandu Hugs, kisses

Little girls and gay men Love them some Jonathan Can’t reciprocate Wish them a life great

Open your heart to love So you might be able To love your open heart

You have an ideal That I will never fulfill So I have to peel

Flesh of my flesh Bone of my bone Please hear your partner In all his earnest If you are willing

You’re nineteen You can choose who to be Nineteen Maybe fancy and free Nineteen

Two is one One is none That’s the world we live in Relative Perspective

You hurt me so bad And though I have the right I still care enough To not turn out the lights

Jeffrey is my friend Until it’s the end Always gonna be There if he needs me

I don’t write poems for poets Flowery language, indulge us I break it down With a simpler sound And anything more would be less