Rain, rain wash away All the stains of yesterday Here I stand, made of clay Mold me into my today

My baby’s got Curly red hair Shimmering eyes Freckles to spare Likes to play games

Ever seen Fawn on teet Wagging tail like dog? If you can’t Then I shant

I choose to be The Most Unclean So you can see The God in thee

I have an idea Of who I’m s’posed to be And that’s the whole reason I’ve never been happy

I’m a take no prisoners kind of ma… A knockdown, drag out, hang if you… Calculating, ruthless, no fear Nothing to lose, nothing held dear Use you up, throw you to the curb

Life after age eight Put downs and berates People don’t like you When they look like fools

I’m in the darkness You can’t intervene It’s just what I need For light to shine clean

Mom and Dad don’t love you They’re already tuned To their own sweet song Fireflies in June You are just an extra

You hurt me so bad And though I have the right I still care enough To not turn out the lights

A six hour nap I couldn’t explain Until I once tried This indica strain I took a few puffs

I’ve driven self along my quest I think it might be time for rest To take steps back and then assess What it might mean to be my best

How do you reckon Your yearn for freedom With other’s feelings?

I give you an inch You try for a mile I’m glad I spoke up And still made you smile