I don’t know what, quite, will unf… I only see silver and gold That’s all I need to tightly hold Onto this dream of getting old

If they push you Push back And go for the throat

I’ll make you pucker And turn your stomach So take me with a grain of salt

It won’t be pretty the tears the snot the mess Lifetimes

I’ve lost my joy Not sure where it went I can’t remember It’s sweet smelling scent It had to do

If you think I’m gonna give up You don’t know shit about me I’m completely stubborn as fuck Ass ain’t got nothin’ on me

I stretch your being You respond with shocked intrigue Sparks dance in-between

Be... Fun loving Hard working Compassionate And ruthless

Hope you are a voyeur Hope you want to see What it truly means Be this human thing Offering my soul

Caught a glance Just by chance And it somehow moved me Head snapped Thunder clapped

Jonathan and Jordan Sitting in a tree M-u-s-s-i-n-g First comes souls Then comes mates

My soul knew that I can’t accept A fucked up view or perspective So threw me to the darkest pit To let my love be beacon lit

You told me that we’d meet halfway I’m not sure what that means ‘Cause ev’rything I need in life Is what I’ve had to be My loved ones threw me to the wolv…

There’s one thing I’ve never had in my life And I feel I’d regret Not tasting the spice It’s lean, it’s mean

Mostly I want To be myself Something special To someone else