Happily Blinded
PERSONAL
Have you ever whip tears
From your eyes
Hoping it’ll be your last cry?
Sigh!
Wanting your emotions to die
While you lie
Facing the ceiling
In the dark
Praying no one hears you squealing
Get you feeling weak...
A pain born from heartbreak
Sore throat
Can’t speak
Heartache
You know?!
Smothering your face in the pillow
Suffocating from bad memories and hatred
Cheeks soaked by bad choices and sorrows
Do you follow?
Take in the ruthless language that you swallowed
Arguments of unanswered, misread text
Misunderstood conversations
Taking out of context
But what’s next?
Oh yeah
Im so sorry
..Sex?
I Love you so much
I don’t care though
HOE!!!
Touch.
It’s a funny story
I was happy
Gave everything I had in me you know
Genuine love and loyalty
It didn’t work out
You see...
It was a cycle
I gave out
For the 100th time
Thinking in bed
Maybe it was a sign
Tearing over the same body
But realizing Instead
Maybe it was all out of lust
Focus
Dignity
My trust
Were all I thought I only lost
When the truth was what I could not see
Being with you I really lost
ME.
a woman who gave out of a love with someone, she didnt know was toxic for her
NOTE: the hardest thing is to give 1000% of your love, loyalty and trust and to be fully inlove with someone that you thought feel the same but they cant or wont truely give you the same back and treat you less than you deserved.
NEVER SETTLE FOR LESS, NEVER GIVE MORE THAN YOU RECEIVE AND NEVER LOVE SOMEONE MORE THAN YOURSELF
LOVE YOU MORE!!!
#broken #loveisblind #loveyourself