If I can’t be found, it is she who knows where I am; I am her Man. When I’ve gone too far, and have left all love behind;

When I was just a kid No more than thirteen Decidedly I grabbed A nightmares dream With contemporary belief

I was talking with myself a little… When promptly did I learn, that t… And having finally found out, once… —He was without a doubt making no… Until I thought, in that moment I…

Don’t you worry, Babe; it’s comin… It’s on it’s way; on the return. That openness you shared with me; Has been searing a brand, On every thought I have of you.

My memory bank leaves me filthy ri… even in that often thought of ditc… Loved ones so terrified of the sid… imagine me all dirty, choked, and… My tender

I am hearing the words, those word… “Babe, you okay? ... You’re looki… —I would rather don the tattered c… Becoming cloaked by beautiful trut… A ragged layer upon pure awareness…

I sit here, reading, waiting Patiently contemplating On words, written, said And taking them to bed So I lay, repeat, say

PUNCTURE-WOMB Creating pretty holes and lovely h… making spaces for stained glass pa… Now sunlit, with vistas of red; so… my room with a view.

The bulletproofing fucking failed! I’m left now to face a face, of nothing more than brittle shale… Content with my reflection, I gaze at what you abhor.

I don’t know exactly how this came… but likely began with seed of doub… Or the question of truth, and getting no clue. So I filled in the blanks,

This mouth wide open, trying to speak; over our brute, beating the weak. Some convoluted feel,

Liar. My half-track eyes, Spy; A Liar. A mind swept clear,

I feel a surge creeping up behind… or maybe from inside me; So surprise me. I can only take so much, before I crack a smile sweet;

Show me; Tell me. Or is this a matter of being seen, with the coming on of a little anx… Just show me;

A devastating delay, In-direction… Wars throbbing erection. On this acoustic world, the boots… In the mud, impressions of hijacke… Run, run, run... on blood-bound so…