The soul becomes dyed with the colour of its thoughts. ~Marcus Aurelius~
25.2023.08
Poem featured here: https://open.substack.com/pub/introvertedsage/p/sos?r=29gi64&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web
Painted picture in your head– you… Everyone I meet– sings this same… Do I have to look and act like yo… Judgement and accusations must be… A fight is what they all seem to w…
Afraid of you? No, you’ve got me all wrong. It’s my heart I fear the most For it sings a different song. Lover of the ALL.
Ok, I got it. Had to think real hard about What I may have wanted. A little spark to revive my heart Sure, let’s get on it.
Some days I just feel so lost in my head. Trying to move forward But it’s circles instead. Sacred soliloquies
Waves of black Defenses attack. And I feel– I’m better off alone. Situations stark Release in the dark.
Could I say the reasons I want yo… are anything but selfish. The end goal. The outcome. Must be some sort of self gratific… Else– why?
Do you feel me now Right there with you? Within these walls? Don’t look now but Feel
Let me see you Let me feel you Let me know the way you think. If only you knew how these simple… can bring me to the brink.
Take it all in or make your head spin. The time’s lining up with the sign… Focus takes work. Distractions will lurk.
The endless over-under of the spheric maze. Dead-ends, loopty-loos, restarts lead to feeling crazed. Pausing time
The bump on the log just is. What he’s doing is none of your bi… And if you feel that you just have… It is inside where he’s choosing t… ~Odalys M.~
And as the waves crashed in I knew what I was meant to do. Hell, who am I kidding? I have always known. Like, this was
Black holes. Empty souls. Vessels with nothing but bones to… We have been shown how their systems run cold.
A feeling just below the surface. Shown the waves churning and pulli… Boxed in – phone a friend – or hop… Covered existence bleeding bleak. The drains flow one way and all st…
To the limit I push as my brain turns to mush Sacred soliloquies flooding my min… To have this one wish Putting down my fists